Try, try, try again
Was off the grid for quite awhile. I became overwhelmed with my life. Money, dating, cleaning the house, cooking, commuting, all my plans, etc. It was just…too much. I went on 3 trips (1 free, 2 cash!) but, still returned to a life that left me underwhelmed and mentally exhausted. Then, my friend quit her job and decided to move to Costa Rica. I am soooo happy for her. What a wonderful, amazing, opportunity. Then, I felt a slight tingle of an emotion I don’t want to admit I had-jealousy. I was jealous because I couldn’t leave, I had to many (negative) obligations. There was no way I could drop everything and go to some far off locale. How freakin’ depressing. Then, something strange happened. I got angry-again! And started looking at all of the ways that I can focus and get myself back on the right track. I refuse to give up and will try, try, try again until I succeed.